Tomorrow And Forever And...

You stare me back from forth, waiting for me to come.
but I’m heavy and doubtful; I’m so terrified to run.

It’s boring and sombre, you’re in bloom with glow
You can whisper and move me, but my spirit won’t go.
I’m frightened to leave it, It can kill me with speed
I fear a shortage of breath, But I never did need breathe.

I’m self destructive and recent, then Heaven beckons me down;
And it smells just like home does, But I don’t need this town.

These roads are familiar, let me turn and hide.
I don’t want this anguish, nor this beauty in my eyes
But I’m wanting and lustful, I’m craving and thoughtless,
Crumbling and cold, free and shapeless.

Someday, I’ll meet my soul and swim with angels and kings.
Tomorrow I’ll be worth something, soaring one less wing.